I am very good at escaping from reality. When I receive a bad result for assignment or test, I put it away and deliberately ignore it and never really try to sit down and look over what I have done wrong. I am afraid of making mistakes and afraid of accepting negative feedbacks. However, I don't think this will help me to improve, and I will never correct the mistakes I did. My task this week is to be courageous in looking into my mistakes and be corrected and humbly learn my lesson.
Yesterday while I was having dinner with my cousin, my stomach started to ache, in fact, it was due to period pain. Initially it wasn't that painful, however, later as we started to have our meals, my belly started to feel an acute pain, the pain was beyond words. I tried to endure the pain and act as if nothing happened, but just as I was trying to cover the pain, my heart started pounding, sweat started to drop, I couldn't stop moving back and forth trying to ease the pain. Just a few minutes after, I couldn't bear it anymore that I had to go to the bathroom and threw up. It was very painful, so painful I just didn't know what to do. I didn't know how I managed to walk home from Box Hill central to home, I just knew it was a very long journey and I knew Jesus was carrying me, He gave me strength to walk. The pain increased as I threw myself in bed, my breathing was fast, and at that very moment, I was just totally feeling helpless. However, my mind was quite clear...
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You know where it comes from, sis : )
(First to drop down here, i am Sing :p)